SHAME ON YOU!!!!
I didn't write to you before, as you were a hopeless case & I thought that you don’t even deserve to hear my words, I knew that you even might hurt me if I dare to even hint at your horrible attitudes & decadence.
What I really did wrong is that I tried for at least 7 years to tell good things about you to my little boy, telling him that you are brave, you are good & protecting us all the time; and as I succeeded to convince him that badness is always punished in the name of justice, I was not really sure of this postulate myself; You should be the best one knowing that!! Of course, who else would know that better than you?!!!
How many times did you get away with your sins & abuse?!!! No answer or comment I should wait to listen from you. Do you even think or believe that I am talking to you?? Of course not.!!
On the night of January 28, 2001, I faced my worthiest worries at all. That was the night when you withdrew from our Egyptian life, streets & homes; remember??? When you suddenly disappeared, with no excuse, signs, trace or anything, when you left us to thugs & thieves, in fact you are the one who released them to terrify us!!!
My worthiest worry wasn't really that you have really disappeared, it was simply that I had to face my child who I've been lying to him for 7 years; I am a liar, Oh! my Goodness!!
What should I say to my child, how can I explain that all that I've been telling him wasn't really straight & true? That you are bad, so bad??! That you gave up on us just to terror us, to prove that we can not live without you protecting us, while you were behind the scene & for years abusing us?? And when I'll face him with all of these unfortunate facts, how can I assure him that nothing bad is going to happen & that we don’t need you, we just will stick to each other, & we're going to be fine.???
Well!!.. "Screw all policemen, screw Mubarak & all his gangs!!" My little boy shouted bravely & boldly!
"I'll protect you Mom & I'll protect our home!!" said my Adham, my son who is just a nine years old, while running to the kitchen, pulling up the biggest knife, rising it to the sky, as in the Brave Heart movie.!!!!
WOW!!! I was amazed, proud & happy that you are not any more in our life; & that by your disappearance I discovered this diamond in my home, & you!! You should gape & feel defeated with such courage of a boy who is in his soul & heart a real man much better, stronger & nobler than you, in fact & more powerful & objective than me!! So, nothing to add more than:
SHAME ON YOU!!!!
By An Egyptian Mother
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